Catering Science.

Wow...last night weird dream, dreamt that I went to a place pretty posh shopping mall but soooo few shops and wide space. Mostly just cafes and some cute Caucasian guys. I was there alone to study and I really there till late when I looked at me watch and hurried back home. I was just afraid that me mom would be nagging and worried of me for not being home at that hour. Well...it was really dark when I stepped out of the building and SAFRA the one at Bukit Merah now no more there was like just outside the mall.

Was a totally weird dream. I guess it was because of exam? This week is exam week and today I had Catering Science paper. SCREW IT! CRAP... #$@^&*! I could pass but with B-E-A-Utiful marks? NEE! Ah...can't blame anyone but myself because I only kinda started studying at 12AM and slept at 2AM and then read through once I woke. If I passed, I should be FREAKING glad for myself. I'm such a PROCRASTINATOR! Urgggghhh I hate it but I can't help it. I had Thursday, Friday, Saturday and Sunday to study like crap but I didn't make full use of the opportunity given. See what bullshit I give?

Well...SCREWED the FREAKING paper. Returned home and napped my whole afternoon away. I wasted it, instead of napping I could have studied but I didn't. I chose the path of SLOTH. Nice one Christine, you imbecile. Hehehehe...I napped with Owen, then I dreamt that hehehehe DAMN am I naughty in my dream. I was seducing this guy (he looked like some anime character YIKES! Too much anime :S so yup, he isn't 'real' like human)rubbing my face against his and kissing his lips. Licking his ears...it felt great but then I woke up to brush teeth and pee. Hmm...then back to bed again but no more that dream. I dreamt that they had many types of papers and one named after me. Am not sure whether it is the brand or what but cool eh?

OK...I will study later. DAMN procrastinating again...but I don't know when but I will eventually have to read my book. T_T I don't even know whatz in my book as in detailedly coz I never read it! ALAMAK!

Itz FREAKING raining heavily here. TE GEK! AWESOME! GAAF! COOL! Me likey...the thunder...the flashes of lightning. Really awesome...grey clouds. Really is nice as it has been quite some time since I had such a thing going on here. No idea why but I feel kinda good but I should be feeling bad coz I HAVE TO READ!

Yesterday was great, I finally got to talk to Eric : ) Saturday I did too but it wasn't for long coz my poor boy was sooooo tired. He'd been popping pills to stay awake. Today is our 6 months being together but on the 14th will be the 7th month of us meeting. Well...I can't wait for him to return, no idea when though and OH, I got to find a pic of Wolfbane...will show it in another post. I have this worrying feeling of how it'll be like, itz going to be difficult and I really want it to last. I don't wish for us to end. I'm like thinking...I need to work for some time to gain some experience before working overseas. I don't even know whether he would wait for me. OR is it possible for me to finish my diploma and start working overseas? I doubt it'll be easy to find a job that way. I just don't wish for him to give up on me. : (

ELIZABETH! Thanz SO SO muchy for the POST-IT...me likey and so sweet of you!

*Sigh...* Tomorrow POC paper...HOW? Must study. T_T

What has happened to Mr Berendsen? I haven't seen him online for a long time but also, I was hardly online for the past days. I asked Karin howz he and she told me that he has been working in school. Ooooo...OK but I am kinda missing him. I mean itz OK not talking to him and such but I have this uncomfortable feeling of not knowing how he is doing. I just need to know that he is fine. Talk for a while and I'm contented. Just hope he is fine...I also want to know howz the soccer thingy as in I want to know how VV De Meern is doing.

Oh well...thatz all for my crappiness.

Take care.

Veel plezier.


Christine.