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Saturday, February 25, 2006

When will they STOP minding into my own personal life?

I'm so upset and pissed after what my dad had said to me during dinner time. At that very moment, I regretted going out with them for dinner; the thing he said to me was really upsetting.

WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO STOP MINDING INTO MY OWN PRIVACY? I'm going to be 20 years old this year. I'm going to be 21 next year and when are you just going to let me be in love with someone? I LOVE HIM AND IT ISN'T SOME INFATUATION, DON'T YOU FREAKING GET IT? How could you simply want me to end my happiness when I am already happy?

You simply don't get it, do you? The words you said, 'Seriously, I want you to only be friends, shouldn't let this be some infatuation and blah blah blah.' ARCHTERLIJKE GLADIOOL! What you had said had hurt me a lot, I did want to turn tone deaf and ignore what you had said but yet it was disturbing. I tried to put on a smiling face but deep down I really want to defy you.

I asked mom, 'Do you know that I'll be 20 this year?' and she said, 'Yeah...' Next I asked her, 'Do you know that I'll be 21 next year?'

She then asked me, 'Why do you ask?'

Well, so I replied...'When will you let me be in a relationship?'

Her answer was simple, 'When you have found the right one.'

In my mind, I have found the right man...

You and mom, simply don't know when to loosen the strings. You don't know what is fairness...sis could spend out late, stay over many nights at her friend's and go overseas for vacation. WHAT IS THIS?! I try to be good, I'm always home and I don't mix with bad company...

One day...if you two go overboard, I'm going to walk out on you and NEVER to turn back. I mean my words...

I just simply CAN'T WAIT to start working whereby I won't have to see the two of you so often and I could earn money. Give you two some while I'll stinge on every penny I have in order for me to work overseas. I will miss the relaxation I have but it should be worth every bit where I could at least have some happiness instead of your unfairness of words - which you'd said thus hurting me.

You can mind into my business but WHY WON'T YOU LET MY LOVE LIFE BE THE WAY IT IS? LEAVE MY PRIVATE LIFE ALONE DAMN IT! WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MAKE YOU THINK/SAY SUCH THING?


Take care.


Veel Plezier.


Christine.

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