Total spending in June.

T_T Sucks...I had spent tooooooo much in one month. It is time for me to save up this amount to replace the amount I'd spent.

~ <-- round off

From Women's Secret: One White Bra @ $59 ~ $60
From U.R.S.: A pair of shoes @ $30+ ~ $40
From ZARA: A pair of shorts @ $34.90 (original $49.90) ~ $35
From ZARA: A red checkered dress @ $64.90 (original $99) ~ $65
From ZARA: A blue tube dress @ $89.90 (original $119) ~ $90

Total spending: $290 ~ $300

I MUST SAVE $300!

So hopefully when school starts, I can get to save enough to get that amount...it would be better if I could save up more than just $300. PLEASE MAKE SURE THAT I SAVE!

Take care.

Veel plezier.

Horoscope.

Very true about capricorn (except about me being tidy and neat - not true) especially about the male as Eric is also a capricorn... :( (female part is also kinda true...)
http://www.datingmatchmakers.com/zodiac-compatibility/capricorn.aspx

Crappy Comprehensive Exam.

Stuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuupid bones in the FREAKING fish. (Howz this?)
Freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaking bones in the STUPID fish.

BAH! BAH! BAH!











BAH!

(I don't wish to flunky this exam :S and it would cost A LOT to retake it! *worries*)

The Netherlands lost.

Well...I'm not sad or feeling anything. I knew they would probably lose or draw coz here are me reasons.

1. I changed me MSN display pic and name. Actually I was planning to change it after FIFA or perhaps when NDL left but I felt like having Eric's pic there. Just didn't feel all too soccery when I couldn't watch any LIVE matches.

2. I didn't get to watch it thus they lost.

3. Mr Berendsen went to Germany for the live match (lucky bugger) and in me mind; I felt they would lose...

4. Me mind wasn't really on the match as I was more of worrying about me Tuesday's Comprehensive Exam :S

End.

This is day 132.

Here, There and Everywhere.

This was played by some guy on a guitar...really nice and I would like to play that on a guitar too. I'm still waiting for Mr Harteveld to play that on his piano...



Just Paul McCartney. This song...is really sweet and touching. If I was to listen to it carefully and the lyric; it would make me cry coz I would be thinking about Eric.

Don't Say You Love Me by The Corrs.

This song...represents how I'm feeling. : ( Love him so much and I'm missing him so badly. It has been 124 days. (Couldn't find the video clip of this song on YouTube.)

I've seen this place a thousand times
I've felt this all before
And every time you call
I've waited there as though you might not call at all

I know this face I'm wearing now
I've seen this in my eyes
And though it feels so great, I'm still afraid
That you'll be leaving anytime

We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

I've caught myself smiling alone
Just thinking of your voice
And dreaming of your touch, is all too much
You know I don't have any choice

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away...
Yeah, yeah yeah

We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more

Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

(Say you love me...)
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real, (make it real,) or take it all away
Take it all away, take it all away...

Accidentally In Love by Counting of Crows.

BBMak

Well...I was actually looking for 'Ghost of You and Me' by them but I couldn't find it. I came across with 'Back Here' and 'Out of My Heart'. Gosh...they're Brits, am going crazy over that I guess since Eric's a Brit. How much I'm missing him... : (

Back Here.


Out Of My Heart (Into Your Head)

Purest Of Pain by Son By Four.

The fat dude could really sing! I like the building too :p Geez...I wonder how many of you could remember this song? You would probably go like this, 'Oh yeah...I have heard of this song,' and also 'and I used to like it!'

Utrecht.

Amazing by Westlife.

Simply can't get enough of Westlife. Me likey the building :D

Friday Night by The Click Five.

Not a bad song...I kinda like the tune and the synthesizer. T_T I don't fancy the band anyway.

Addicted by Simple Plan.

This is how I feel : ( but I haven't stopped waiting for him. Been 117 days.



I heard you're doin' okay
But I want you to know
I'm addic-
I'm addicted to you

I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?
I try to make you happy
But you left anyway

I'm tryin' to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
Still addic-
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true

I'd run a thousand miles to get to you
Do you think I deserve this
I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to treat you good in every way

I'm tryin' to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

How long will I be waiting
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

I'm trying to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you

I'm trying to forget
But I'm addicted to you
But I wanted
And I needed
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never
Want to do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker

Swing, Swing by All American Rejects.

Learning Dutch.

I don't know them but it is fun watching and learning along :P





'Laten we even neuken in de keuken.' ;)
'We hadden een loop.'

Still counting: 116 dagen. Ik wacht op je...ik hou van jou...ik mis je...ich liebe dich iche liebe dich iche liebe dich.

All About Loving You by Jon Bon Jovi

The clip is good...very sweet.

Unwell by Matchbox Twenty.

I used to listen to this so oftenly.

The Hollies.

The Air That I Breathe by the Hollies
(Eric used to tell me that whenever he listened to this song, it would remind him of me *cries* It has been 108 days.)


Too Much Monkey Business by the Hollies


Here I Go Again by the Hollies


Just One Look by the Hollies

It's All Been Done by Barenaked Ladies.

My very first song from Barenaked Ladies and I like the clip :p

Call Off The Search by Katie Melua

One of the songs which I love...

Daniel Bedingfield.

If You're Not The One


Gotta Get Through This


Never Gonna Leave Your Side