Just Redundant

If I'm going to the Netherlands this December, what shall I bring along with me? : ) Hopefully it'll just be two weeks.

THINGS TO BRING...

1. Toothbrush and toothpaste

2. A towel

3. A small bottle of foam bath(Palmolive's Green Tea) and a small bottle of shampoo(Pantene's prevent hair fall hehehe)

4. For sleeping --> Five plain t-shirts and four boxers

5. Undies --> Eight undies and three sportsbras (thatz all I have) and maybe one black bra? (Yes, I need to buy more undies)

6. Socks --> one black pair and one white pair (Need to buy more socks)

7. Ah..yes and maybe five sanitary pads

8. My pair of jeans and other two brown pants

9. Drawstring black pants

10. Blouses --> white and brown

11. A few t-shirts and a pair of berms

12. Timberland shoes and track shoes

13. Cash

14. Chocolates for Joost's, Frank's and Eelco's

15. Presents for Joost, Frank and Eelco

16. Sweater

17. Camera



K, I don't know howz it like during December but I know it is cold, no idea how cold though. Hmm...what shall I wear on my way there? It seems like am bring the whole closet but : ) this isn't the actual list hehehe



TAKE CARE!

Veel plezier.



CHRIS.TINE

TN0203 BBQ

Well, I went for my class' chalet but didn't stay over night. Most of the time, what have I been doing there? Barbequing the food : ) I just enjoy doing that. I didn't eat much, had like 3-4 hotdogs/sausages and a piece of cake and few cups of drinks, oh yeah and thre marshmellows..hmmm yummy!

Oh man..you should have seen how Alvin defrost the chicken wings..well, not HOW but WHERE..not just him, you should have seen where Clarence and Subahan did the squid. When I came, I saw Alvin doing the chicken wings in the washroom basin while Clarence and Subahan were cleaning the squid in the shower!

Alvin merinated the chicken wings in the bathroom too...they did everything in the bathroom hehehehe. The bathroom comes kitchen..and WOW it sure did smell FISHY! Ah...Vicnes jokes about Godzilla(one of Yuga's girl friends) were so funny. Poor Yuga had only hush browns for dinner for he is a vegetarian and he didn't stay long coz he had to go.

Well, Zul and Weiyi started the fire...and we got it going so we started to barbeque. Itz fun barbequing...decided to take over and let the rest eat. Two of my facilitator came, Doreen Ng (Science) and Angeline Lim (Problem Solving). Alvin just simply like to call Angeline Lim, 'Shameful Lim'..he just like to make fun of her hehehehe. Doreen Ng bought a beautiful cake for us so nice...

Hmm...first it was one cat, then second and followed by another and soon we had four cats around. YIKES! Anyway, many paid for the BBQ and didn't turn up so they decided to name the cats after those who didn't turn up. I had taken forty-three pictures...happy happy with them, if you want to see just ask : )

The last bus 354 was at 10:05PM and I missed it. I sat there like a dumb dumb and realised why hadn't the bus come, so I looked at the sign and realised. In the end, I had to walk all the way to Pasir Ris Bus Interchange where the MRT(Mass Rapid Transport) station is. Anyway, I stopped at Orchard and dad drove me home from there so pretty much, I reached home at 11:57PM.

Now for Shalini, I think I had gone through that stage whereby you felt 'flat' and not concentrating even during lessons and don't really bother about the surroundings. Eh...happened to me last year, so if you ask me why? I can't explain it to you coz I too do not know why. It is just a stage that everyone has to go through just like everyone has to go through puberty stage. Well, so don't worry too much about it and you want to know why you're confuse with the mind and heart? Hehehe because my dear, you're making yourself to think and do it that way. You may not want to believe me, ah..itz fine but you will realise it later. It was just like when I was with Veil era.

As for what JC had said, be positive to live on..eh... easy said than done and not always true but worth a try. It is something you have to go through, thinking positive will not truly work because it is all in the mind. I guess one word for you is...motivation. Not just positive thinking but something that motivates you to move on and be happy. Take your mom for example...you can think of her, looking forward to each day to see her and et cetera. I may have more to say to you but I just can't think of any. Anyway, am not an expert in all of this psychology stuff and something something, don't know what thing hehehehe. Take care girly.

TAKE CARE!

Veel plezier.


CHRIS.TINE

Ways To Convince Your Parents To Let You Travel Alone To Another Country

I have decided to come up of Ways To Convince Your Parents into letting you travel alone to another country. Unfortunately, I do not know whether any one of these would work for I have not tried them out. Oh well, just read it for fun or you can try and then let me know the outcome : )

WAYS TO CONVINCE THEM...

1. Be truthful all the time but if it doesn't OK then it is time to add some lies in

2. Tell them the reason for the visit

3. Tell them how good the place is and such

4. Be good and show them that you're independent

5. Let them know that if they don't let you go, it means you'll never be independent to do anything if they keep on clipping your wings

6. Tell them all of the above and let them know when you're going to buy the tickets

7. If they don't really take it serious, just go buy the tickets..like what can they do?

8. It is time to lie if none of these work, get a friend and let this friend know about your plans to travel alone. Let your friend be 'the one' who will be accompanying with you. Time to act out that play : ) to your parents

9. Just let your parents know, if they are still not convince, buy the tickets and when the time comes just pack up and go

10. If you have siblings, good for you..get them to help you to convince your parents to let you go on your own


TAKE CARE

Veel plezier.



CHRIS.TINE

Last Day at TN0203

Went to watch The Terminal by myself today and it was an EXCELLENT movie. Today is the last day of 1st semester so 3 weeks plus break..2nd semester starts 11 October, new class..new everything SUCKS..

I MISS TN0203...


Take care

Veel plezier.


CHRIS.TINE

Excluding This

Not going to do blog for some time. Anyway, this is for Casanova since he wanted a shorter version for The Moment For The Acceptance.

Deeply it hurts
Deeply I yearn for you
Something that I want
Which I can never receive

I wait and wait for
That moment to come
Waiting for the moment
Of your acceptance

Hush now…
I maybe waiting
But all I want to know
Would be the moment
Of acceptance in your heart

I will wait for thee
For I love you
Time will let me know
When that moment shall come…

© Copyright 2003 Otwen&Smashy Production Co. All rights reserved.

The Unspoken Message

MY LADY
My love for my lady
is just too much for me to take
Her lovely smile
just simply melts my heart
The look that she gives me
makes me want to give her that kiss
Oh her eyes, her lovely gorgeous eyes
deeply I have fallen for her
I can't let go of her,
I must never let anyone
take her away from me
The wind in her hair
and that sweet scent of her
Makes me not want to forget her
My lady, you are what I want in this world
no one can replace you in my heart

MY MAN
My love for my man
there is nothing more I can say
All I want to do is to be in his arms
Caressing his soft hair
Looking at him and
staring into his eyes
Feeling his soft cheek
just makes me want to rest mine on his
Holding his hand,
simply gives me the butterflies
He makes me feel safe
He cares for me and cheers me up
whenever I am down
He makes sure that I am never lonely
My man, I want you to be my love of my life
I want to be with you forever
Nothing will take us apart
no matter what it takes
We will be destined to be together

© Copyright 2004 Otwen&Smashy Production Co. All rights reserved.

Don't Walk Away

It hurts my heart
to let you go..
I can't let this happen
I look at you
from the day we first met
It was the first beginning
of a love story
I fell for you,
you left a marking on my heart

But this moment
has hurt me so deeply
You left my heart bleeding
Oh why, oh why
Does it always have to happen to me?

You know, I can't repeat this silly mistake
Forgive me...for anything wrong I've done

I love you
I really do love you...
That is what I can say for now..

So please..don't walk away from me
Don't walk away...

© Copyright 2003 Otwen&Smashy Production Co. All rights reserved.

If Only

This poem is about a girl/boy who is upset over a boy/girl who does not love her/him. It is all too late for the girl/boy had committed suicide.

If only in this world,
nothing is far apart

If only this happen,
I could be closer to you

If only I could hear you breathe,
it is enough to satisfy me

If only you would understand
how I feel and the misery in me

If only you could be in love with me,
I would feel assured and loved

If only I pursue in loving you,
love is truly hurting me

If only you would accept me,
I would not have to wonder

If only we do not meet in the first place,
I would not have gotten to know you

If only you would not leave me in the lurch,
I would not have cried in the dark for you

If only you could stop me in time,
all this would not had happened
as it is already too late

© Copyright 2004 Otwen&Smashy Production Co. All rights reserved.

DREAMS

Dreams...We all do have dreams but the problem is, are we able to achieve that them? Maybe one or a few but it is good to achieve them but never them all.

I remember there was once I did ever mention about dreams. Everyone dreams for a beautiful life with dream career, soulmate, family and et cetera. Happiness is what one wants, it may not be the main focus but definitely it is something achieved at the end.

Think about it and list them down. What are your dreams? Tick the ones that you want to achieve and is possible to do so. Pretty much you should know that some of your dreams are actually your goals.

OK, enough of this crappy goal dreams, who am I to fool? Crappy goaless dream hehehehe..Ah it is up to you to believe in what I had said earlier, I too may believe what I had just stated at times.

Anyway, there is another type of dream dreams..which is, how to interpret your dreams. What does it mean when you dream of something and pretty confuse when you wake?

When you say..watched a show on spiders or you just saw a spider in the day or maybe even talk about it, which was nothing important and you tend to forget about it. That night it can be possible that you will dream of spiders.

There is another, worrying..when you tend to worry about something like a test, obviously you would dream of anything associated with it.

Wanting to dream of your dream guy/girl...impossible. You CAN dream of them but WANTING to dream of them is impossible.

I'm not a good hmm..dream interpreter but I can tell you, small little things that aren't like in your mind, taking the spider for example can happen in your dreams. By the way, you don't dream one whole dream in one night, you dream many types of 'storyline' in one night but tend to remember the latest one once you wake and not the ones that occurred before. Sometimes, you won't even remember a single one, it all tends whether you bother to remember if it is interesting or maybe scary enough.

Right now, am thinking why did I dream of dinosaurs..Hmm...I have no idea why hehehehe

TAKE CARE!

Veel plezier.


CHRIS.TINE

PS: Ah, glad that James is back : )

The Moment For The Acceptance

Deeply it hurts
Deeply I yearn for you
Something that I want
Which I can never receive

I wait and wait for
That moment to come
Waiting for the moment
Of your acceptance

You fear to love
For you fear to hurt me
And even yourself…

Hush now…
I maybe waiting
Or maybe I have given up
But all I want to know
Would be the moment
Of acceptance in your heart

Let it be as it is,
I will wait for thee
For I love you,
Deeply beyond in me
Time will let me know
When that moment shall come…

© Copyright 2004 Otwen&Smashy Production Co. All rights reserved.

Is it Love Or Just an Infatuation?

After having a conversation about love and infatuation with the Casanova. I thought maybe I could share these thoughts with the ones who have crushes, in love with some, secretly in love with someone..

Here is my conversation with him...

If: How do you differenciate from infactuation and love?
Casanova : love is matured
Casanova : infactuationis not
Casanova : is deperate
Casanova : hormones
If: A person he or herself will not be certain
Casanova : yes
Casanova : infactuation an act of illusion
If: Hmm..
If: How long does it last?
Casanova : depends
If: How will the person ever know?
Casanova : its an individual feeling
If: Coz the person can never tell whether is it love or just infatuation
Casanova : hard nto forget how ever long it takes
If: What is that feeling like when you're in love
If: and what is it like if you infatuated with someone?
If: Whatz the differences in that feeling?
Casanova : u see in love
Casanova : u feel like cant leave that person
Casanova : even if he or she hates u
Casanova : or has so much of negative sides or what
Casanova : its juts
Casanova : she mite not even be pretty'
If: Yes..
Casanova : very less physical attraction
Casanova : just feelings
If: Alright.
If: They can die down too, right?
Casanova : can
Casanova : long time i guess
Casanova : haha
Casanova : pretty long
Casanova : different feeling

I hope this is a little useful for you people out there : ) For me, just hang on in there and don't do anything rush..let time do it for you, so one word for you and that is 'Patience'.

Only time will tell...

TAKE CARE!

Veel plezier.


CHRIS.TINE

Computers and Cars

Something interesting, which Shalini had shared with me from an email. Obviously, this must have been done by a guy. Hmm...something to share with you : )

GIRLS
HARD-DISK Girls: She remembers everything, FOREVER.

RAM Girls: She forgets about you, the moment you turn her off.

WINDOWS Girls: Everyone knows that she can't do a thing right, but no one can live without her.

SCREENSAVER Girls: She is good for nothing but at least she is fun!

INTERNET Girls: Difficult to access.

SERVER Girls: Always busy when you need her.

MULTIMEDIA Girls: She makes horrible things look beautiful.

CD-ROM Girls: She is always faster and faster.

E-MAIL Girls: Every ten things she says, eight are nonsense

VIRUS Girls: Also known as "WIFE"; when you are not expecting her, she comes, installs herself and uses all your resources. If you try to uninstall her you will lose something, if you
don't try to uninstall her you will lose everything..

OK, to be fair since this is about girls and there wasn't any part about the boys so now, I'll come up with my own : )


GUYS
Engine guy: Just like an engine refusing to start up, tell him to do something he'll procrastinate

Steering wheel guy: Tell him to do this, he does it the other way

Gear guy: He can really go fast and can also go slow if you make him

Boot guy: Nice and shapely as in nice body especially the arse

Wheels guy: Sees girls, don't mind chasing after them if not see his girl/wife, better start running

Sideview mirror guy: Very helpful and always there

Bonnet guy: Always very protective to you and others

Fuel tank guy: Beer belly, lazy and forever eating...

Wind screen wiper guy: Very clean and hardworking

Head lights guy: Will always be there and guiding you whenever anyone is in doubt


Well...that was more like it, all fair now since parts of a computer is being used to describe the girls and parts of a car to describe the boys.


Take care!

Veel plezier.


CHRIS.TINE

Joke Of The Day

Joke of the day...

Today we had VB and there was no programming and worksheet, HURRAY! The topic was based mostly on Math. Gauss Elimination and Gauss-Jordan Elimination using the Matrix way.

Hehehehe..so what was the joke? Our facilitator Friso of course!

P represents Pen or Pencil and S represents Scissors

eg. 1P + 2S = 12
3P - 4S = 11

He was explaining and the he said 'The pen is...' and my classmate, Clarence said 'The pen is' and everyone got the joke, we laughed like there's no tomorrow and WOW, Friso's face was all red (not angry).

That was the joke, hope you get what was the joke about : )

Now I have another joke...

The bear saw a rabbit and the bear asked the rabbit, 'Does shit stick to your fur?'

The rabbit answered, 'No..why?'

The bear then grabbed the rabbit and wiped his arse!


TAKE CARE !

Veel plezier.

CHRIS.TINE

Nederlands

The Netherlands, what a beautiful country and the land of beauty. That is what I have in my mind, some of you may disagree with me then read no further. My interest started two years ago and it was just by their language and then surfing the net to find out about this country, pretty much my interest grew more and more. Thought maybe I could share my views on NDL.

Keukenhof was what attracted me, wanting to visit NDL. Pretty much, I got to know people online and being friends with them. Yup yup yup..makes me want to visit there sooner to see the landscape, the culture and visit mijn vriends. It would be nice to try out the food there, see the unique buildings, which are very different compare to Singapore's.

OOOOoo...can't wait to get that Straciatella and Stroop Waffel into my mouth yum yum..get to see the Dutch people and hmm..whatelse? Listen to them talking but obviously I can't converse with them that is by speaking in Dutch. Some do speak English. Would be nice to pick up some of the lines. Sad thing is, I was told that Dutch people are tall and they are, I guess. Imagine me, a 1.5 metres short girl walking on their streets and if any of my Dutch friends were to walk next to me, it'll be so odd but hey! I don't mind at all.

Falling in love with a Dutch guy and living there happily will be a dream come true...

CHRIS.TINE

PS: If any of you have a topic for me to type about, feel free to suggest it and I'll consider whether it is reasonable. Thanz and take care.

Fresh Feeling

Feelings, what do we know about it? There are simply too many to note for. We have happy, angry, sad and dull which I would call it, flat. There is the hatred and revenge and yet the one thing that most of us like is the feeling of being in love.

OVER THE RAINBOW...
First of all, everyone has got to have this and that is happiness. What is it like being so happy? There are many ways of achieving happiness, don't you think so? We tend to get happy when we strive and finally achieve that something which we had always wanted, our goals and dreams. We're happy when the results are good, welcoming of a new life, falling in love and probably evil means, like having your revenge and it succeeded. Anyway, I'm just going to touch on one topic which is rather common and that is being in love.

GIRLS
HOW DOES IT FEEL like being in love?
Well, what can I say? Girls, they are creatures that fall in love easily. We tend to fall in love fast if the guy is wonderful, like we always say..'My dream guy'. Try thinking about being in love with someone, maybe you haven't fallen in love before but I would say AT LEAST you surely have an experience of having a crush on someone. One word, blush and that is one thing you know when someone likes you. A girl would blush whenever her crush is nearby and she would always stare blankly at him.

Girls simply like reading magazines about love, how to know when he is in love with you and et cetera. They either read this because they’re in love with someone or they want to know how it is like or would like looking for someone to fall in love with :)

I, for once ever had a crush on someone whom I have NEVER seen before. Funny eh? It all happened when I was in Secondary 3 and my classmates were looking at St. Joseph Institute's Year book. I was looking through it with them since I had nothing to do, well...just flipping through and looking, then I said, 'Hey..this guy isn't that bad looking.'

My classmate misinterpreted and told my other classmates that, 'OOoooo..Christine likes the guy' and I was like, 'No no..'

I had another look again, OH GREAT...a little feeling in me, I started to like this guy and would like to know about this guy. My friend went to ask her friend who was from SJI to find out about this guy. Well, I kept begging my classmate to lend me the yearbook just to stare at that guy. How silly, my crush for that guy lasted for a year plus. Madness eh?

I'd ever been in love and I am in love with someone. For those of you who had fallen in love or is already in love you know this feeling or maybe it can be something different than what I usually feel. This feeling is just so special and yet weird..your tummy, hmm...probably near your adominal part where you tend to feel this tickle or like an adrenaline rush. I don't know whether I am right but I would call it, The Butterfly Feeling. Pretty much...I would say, 'Vlinder' and I just like that feeling when the one you love or like, says something to you that is so special and meaningful or something that he had done for you. Not saying that this only happens to those who have someone but it also goes for those who have crushes on someone.

GUYS
HOW DOES IT FEEL like being in love?
I'm not a guy, I don't know but what I can say about you is just by my perception or you can say common sense. Girls, please do not think you're the only emotional creatures on this ball because the guys too, are emotional like us. Don't push them, like we all know that everything has a limit. Girls, please don't think that ALL guys are bold to step up to you and ask you out. Well, there are some who are bold enough to do so but some are shy like some of us, girls. I have nothing much to say for you guys.

What I have to say...Pretty much, I have to round it up that guys are similar to girls too. There are bold ones and there are shy ones. Don't spoil a guy/girl's heart as in don't play with his/her heart. Some guys/girls are truly emotional creatures and if it is so bad, he/she may want revenge. Dum dum dum da....Just don't break it too badly. Trust me, I have heard of an awful revenge that a guy did on the girl who cheated and also broke his heart. He really embarrassed her A LOT.

*I won't mention what he did because I do not want to 'influence' the guys to do this on the girls if she ever cheats or break your heart and this also goes to the girls.

I stated that I wanted to stop doing this silly blog. Well...I had decided to continue but not the 'diary' way instead I'll be doing more on issues. Anyway, these are just my views and I don't expect that I am right in this, so whatever I had stated above can be wrong too, it all depends on how you view it : ) Thanz for reading.

TAKE CARE !

Veel plezier.

CHRIS.TINE