When will they STOP minding into my own personal life?

I'm so upset and pissed after what my dad had said to me during dinner time. At that very moment, I regretted going out with them for dinner; the thing he said to me was really upsetting.

WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO STOP MINDING INTO MY OWN PRIVACY? I'm going to be 20 years old this year. I'm going to be 21 next year and when are you just going to let me be in love with someone? I LOVE HIM AND IT ISN'T SOME INFATUATION, DON'T YOU FREAKING GET IT? How could you simply want me to end my happiness when I am already happy?

You simply don't get it, do you? The words you said, 'Seriously, I want you to only be friends, shouldn't let this be some infatuation and blah blah blah.' ARCHTERLIJKE GLADIOOL! What you had said had hurt me a lot, I did want to turn tone deaf and ignore what you had said but yet it was disturbing. I tried to put on a smiling face but deep down I really want to defy you.

I asked mom, 'Do you know that I'll be 20 this year?' and she said, 'Yeah...' Next I asked her, 'Do you know that I'll be 21 next year?'

She then asked me, 'Why do you ask?'

Well, so I replied...'When will you let me be in a relationship?'

Her answer was simple, 'When you have found the right one.'

In my mind, I have found the right man...

You and mom, simply don't know when to loosen the strings. You don't know what is fairness...sis could spend out late, stay over many nights at her friend's and go overseas for vacation. WHAT IS THIS?! I try to be good, I'm always home and I don't mix with bad company...

One day...if you two go overboard, I'm going to walk out on you and NEVER to turn back. I mean my words...

I just simply CAN'T WAIT to start working whereby I won't have to see the two of you so often and I could earn money. Give you two some while I'll stinge on every penny I have in order for me to work overseas. I will miss the relaxation I have but it should be worth every bit where I could at least have some happiness instead of your unfairness of words - which you'd said thus hurting me.

You can mind into my business but WHY WON'T YOU LET MY LOVE LIFE BE THE WAY IT IS? LEAVE MY PRIVATE LIFE ALONE DAMN IT! WHAT HAVE I DONE TO MAKE YOU THINK/SAY SUCH THING?


Take care.


Veel Plezier.


Christine.

Tell me, what do you think of this?

Long Distance II

by Tony Harrison

Though my mother was already two years dead
Dad kept her slippers warming by the gas,
put hot water bottles her side of the bed
and still went to renew her transport pass.

You couldn't just drop in. You had to phone.
He'd put you off an hour to give him time
to clear away her things and look alone
as though his still raw love were such a crime.

He couldn't risk my blight of disbelief
though sure that very soon he'd hear her key
scrape in the rusted lock and end his grief.
He knew she'd just popped out to get the tea.

I believe life ends with death, and that is all.
You haven't both gone shopping; just the same,
in my new black leather phone book there's your name
and the disconnected number I still call.

From Selected Poems by Tony Harrison, published by Penguin Books, Ltd. Copyright © 1984.

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10 Reasons Why My Guy Must Be Tall

1. My kids will not be that short - imagine them grumbling at us for having them short because their parents are short...thus thatz why I want a tall guy.

2. I feel safe having someone big and strong (er...not width size as in)

3. He can be my shade! Yeah...I can hide behind him thus I won't have to be under the sun :D

4. In the crowded streets, I can't make my way...all I have to do is hold his hand and walk behind him thus he is sort of making way for me :D

5. I can't reach anything high so he could help me to reach for it.

6. I can't see anything so he being tall and strong can lift me up and see anything from afar.

7. Tall guys do tend to look good but there's a limit to their height...I don't want 2m guy.

8. He could become my lightning conductor thus I won't get struck by lightning. (AM KIDDING ABOUT THAT! Am not mean.)

9. He could be my eyes too, looking out for me so I needn't have to strain my neck and such.

10. He could piggy back me and from there, I see a nice view too : ) (hehehehe all the ladies' cleavages...AM KIDDING AGAIN! Am not a lesbian nor a pervert.)

As you could see...I do tend to make this funny but some are really the reasons why I would like my guy to be tall. :D


Thatz all.

Take care.

Veel plezier.


Christine.